Thursday, January 31, 2008

we're distracted by the heart..

and yes it's going to snow again tmr. or so says the BBC weather page. and again on sunday.. yay? or nay? i'm in limbo. i remember last year we were so excited seeing snow fall, where everything was nice and pretty and everyone looked so picturesque framed by the dirty white. it was like pictures taken on a small budget camera, untouched yet so profound.

all my lawyer friends are getting their dream summer internships which will most probably turn out to be their eventual careers. seems so sudden that we're in the middle of our degrees already and the hot topic for everyone around me (sans the medics and the scholarship holders) is how to get a job. the finality of finishing schooling and going out there is pretty scary. but all the same, i'm so happy for them. they've worked hard and they deserve it. when they end up working in london, hopefully i'll be there for clinicals too. those will be fun times ... ..

this is yet another night when i'm sitting in front of the com at 2.27am, after having dozed off at my slumber hours of 11pm - midnight. didn't really do anything draining today too so i have no good excuse to be feeling so tired. on another note, it's a love/hate relationship i have with musically-talented people. love them because they entertain me, and hate them because they are just so fricking good it's depressing. owell i guess i just have to be contented i'm not tone deaf and just e n j o y the music. hah i had this transient urge to join a choir earlier this term. would have been such a blast except i suddenly recalled the need to be able to sight-sing. i almost failed every single piano oral exams because i can't sight-sing. greattt. it's back to singing as loud as i dare in my room before morna/the porters come around haha.

tomorrow will be good. snow and a formal.. what more can i ask for?

night xx

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