thank god the internet is back! the "one-hour job" as proclaimed by the either very optimistic or just plain stupid pembroke IT department turned out to be a 5-day mess. every night for the past 5 days i've been sitting in my room wondering how to entertain myself - i only have that many movies. watched wicker park the other day. if only josh hartnett would stand up straight and not slouch, he would look so much better. reminds me of his pearl harbour days, when i was first mesmorized by his shyness.
everyday i wake up and force myself into the same routine.
sometimes i feel thankful there's the framework
other times i bemoan the monotony
the days seem so blurred
i can't keep track
my existence hinges on each chime of the clock -
there isn't any sound otherwise
yet, i don't want term to start. once it starts, it will break our routine. and stress is not condusive for trying out a new routine. new lectures = more material to cover. people will be coming back to break up the peaceful working air around pembroke these days - they already are. the library felt so crowded today with so many familiar people working, staring, watching, mocking.
i am in such a crap mood.
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