Wednesday, March 05, 2008

who's to blame

today, i realise exactly how untalented i am.

i do not have the courage right now to do humanitarian medicine, no matter how heart-warming it is and how i think it's all for the best cause. the photographs of the utter helplessness of war victims and the innocent kids didn't help matters; it made me feel even guiltier that i wouldn't give up my safety to reach out to help them. such a pampered fool i am.

i do not play the piano/any musical instrument well, and by well i mean great. i define great as playing with such feeling you move the audience, performing without a care in the world, reaching a standard that the perfectionist in you will be proud of. throw in being fantastic in cool dance genres and here you have the ultimate all-rounder. i admire such people, to be able to go the unconventional route and do so well in it too.

i also cannot and will not be able to stand in front of an expectent audience and complete a stand-up comedy act. kudos to the 6 people who actually dared to.


we are compelled to do what we have to.
we are compelled to do what we have been forbidden.

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